“Bruise” digital illustration, 2019.
This is a visual example of best laid plans. So much for working on my big trompe l’oeil project consistently (if you have no idea what I’m talking about it’s because you’re not following my Instagram. I’ll bring you up to speed here a bit later). I would love for my artistic urges to line up with my practical schedule I lay out for myself with projects I’m juggling. It’s complicated, here’s today’s urge that pulled me away.
Seemed like the perfect time to pay homage to brilliant design work of 100 years ago. There’s a backstory here, it goes something like “I’ve always loved art, art history, art deco, vintage everything, especially clothing, pattern design, and well, why not combine all those things into a new way of artistic expression (for me).”
& so here it is, I’ve created a designer line of - I would say fabrics but they can also be printed as wallpaper, so - designs, that are directly influenced by the Art Deco aesthetic. Apart from Art Nouveau it’s an all time favorite art movement and this collection is kind of a dream come true, in many ways.
For starters, I’ve created art that can go on to inspire creation in other ways, be it clothing or a space in your home via wallpaper & other home goods, and I’ve always subscribed to the idea of your environment influencing mood and that the details matter. All reasons why art is important in all aspects of life. But I digress. I’ve also always admired the way that artists and pattern designers in the vein of William Morris have had such an impact on their surroundings outside of the confines of a canvas so I’m pretty excited to be dipping my toes into this type of work now.
If you want to read more specifics on the influence my love of vintage fashion had on this collection you can further read this blog post on my Patreon that’s connected to my vintage slinging endeavors (you learn something new about people everyday, eh?), and if you cruise my Sultry Vintage Instagram for that as well there are more detailed posts about specific influences on each specific pattern in its own post. This is a bit of a weird melding of two of my worlds that I normally keep separate, but I’m kind of into it. & I’m very excited about this new endeavor of design work. Hope you are too! You can check it all out by clicking the image of the fabrics.
I find myself at a point where I have so much to say and none of it do I actually want to articulate. Reasons why I’m a visual artist, I can be too expansive otherwise. So instead here are two things - a drawing I did to practice since I’ve been traveling a bit and away from my studio (you can see more of these sketches in my digital sketchbook or on my Instagram), and my new adventure - surface pattern design. Has a sexy ring to it, no? I’ll find the energy to want to talk about it eventually, but for now it’s new, taxing, thrilling, satisfying, and disheartening all at once. You can click here to see all the patterns I’ve designed so far (I’ll explain that Sultry Vintage thing another time. It’s a long story), and hopefully in the near future you can plaster your walls, hide under the covers, and sew your own clothes out of the designs I’ve created. Your life, completely visually tailored by yours truly. Fancy.
Oil on panel, 2019
Question: can an artist base their entire career on paintings of candles? No? Maybe? Well, this was just a warmup. I have twelve candle paintings upcoming for a big trompe l’oeil style project so hold on tight.
Recently found myself on a train rolling back and forth across the country, so of course I had to document it the best way I know how. Did a digital sketchbook as it’s easier to carry a stylus and iPad than an entire paints set (also, I’ve ruined more physical sketchbooks traveling than I care to remember), so here’s the results. I can’t even begin to describe how difficult it is to sketch while being steadily jostled on a train for hours on end, so while I wish I’d done more sketches during my time spent back east, the protracted concentration needed to create these pieces on the journey demanded I give it a rest - until I was on the return trip with lots of time on my hands. (click the image below to view.)
“Dark Seas” digital illustration, 2019.
No, but really. Where. I feel personally affronted in the ways in which time is always reminding me how long certain projects take to come together. This one - that I’m intending to turn into a second book with dozens if not a couple hundred illustrations - is coming up on three years now. Granted, the idea didn’t solidify until last fall, but still. So here is a new illustration to add to the Dark Mysteries collective, and I’m hoping to focus more on it from here on out so I can get the story finished and the artwork to go along with it realized as well. Cheers to the best laid plans!
“Delirium” acrylic & oil, 2019. Lauren Elyse S.
There’s so much I could say about this painting - about how it helped push my practice, my mindset about what I want my work to be, how it helped me further let go of caring about how my work is perceived, and how it gave me hell but was worth every second I worked on it and pushed through. But instead, I’ll just show you the label I’ll be affixing to all these pieces moving forward. I dug up a saucy antique printing block and, well, it just seems appropriate that they’re now a mark for this series.
“Delirium” verso.
“Delirium” verso.
“Gene” digital illustration, 2019. Done on Procreate.
While you’re busy letting thoughts for new work fully form, you mess around with digital. Or, at least that’s what I do. I have two paintings in my head that aren’t ready for canvas so here’s an illustration I did based off one of my favorite photos of Gene Kelly. Because, Gene Kelly.
I was telling someone today how weird it is to be the creator of such overtly erotic art when that’s never what I set out to do. Way back when I began creating these pieces I was really mostly interested in spacial arrangement and the challenge of conveying an idea with only pieces of information. It didn’t take long, though, until I embraced what it is these entangled limbs represent, and I really like putting these little sexy people puzzles together. They’re a challenge both for me to create and for you to decode and visualize what’s missing / the mechanics of how it works.
These two started out as one idea from a spontaneous sketch, but as I worked into the wee hours of the morning wrestling with foreshortening, angles, overall positioning (I did these with zero references) one became two. Maybe if I’m feeling really ambitious I’ll create a series of illustrations bridging the divide between these two positions so it can be a flip book/gif/mini animation. We’ll see.
“Switch” digital illustration, Lauren Elyse S. 2019
“Positions” digital illustration, Lauren Elyse S. 2019
“Midnight” digital illustration, 2019. Lauren Elyse S.
Nothing in my work flow ever seems to go to plan. Got set up last night to figure out the final elements of a painting I’m working on when flipping through my inspiration folder brought up a photo of a face. I started mindlessly sketching to get in the flow and then this illustration happened. Didn’t get anything done for the painting. Oh well. That’s how it goes sometimes. You need to listen to the muse and not fight it, I’m not upset about it. I rarely have the interest to draw people - couldn’t tell you why. Perhaps an over saturation of faces in art leaves me wanting to focus on other things, but once in a while I’ll see a face that makes me want to create.
If you were ever curious about what paintings look like on the way to becoming finished paintings or my thoughts on why I decide on what and how I paint, follow me on Instagram! I’m continually posting there again since I’ve made the time to get back into regular studio practice. (You can also follow me on Facebook, too.)
I think the top most frustrating thing as an artist (for me) is when things that usually come easy to you - because you put in years of practice - stop flowing. Being creative is most certainly a muscle you need to constantly flex and condition and even then you’ll have an off day. Normally the drawings I map out for my Touch series flow easily and I’m able to imagine all the spatial arrangements needed without too much difficulty, but this one was a couple days struggle. To decompress before I move this onto canvas I had to just find space to play. So here’s the original digital drawing and a little abstract color play alternate. Now to get this started as a physical painting, take it in a new direction, and hope it comes together with fewer mental blocks.
“About Last Night” painting prep sketch. Digital, 2019.
“Play” Digital Painting, 2019.
“Ophelia” acrylic & oil on clay panel, 2019.
Opehlia - a woman who went insane because of the irrationality of man. Honestly - I get it.
I’ve made prints of this piece available in my online shop here.
I started a new Instagram account. I need more social media in my life like I need a hole in my head, but alas, it’s happening. & with crucial purpose. Compartmentalizing my creative pursuits for the one track mind that is social media consumption has left me feeling so disjoined & disconnected that I’m bringing it all together. So, if you care for a more in depth look at my creating, little scraps of my life, my philosophies and things I admire that inform my work, I hope you’ll follow along. @twothingscanbetrue.
“Veils” - acrylic and canvas on canvas board. 2019.
Sometimes paintings go on long odysseys and come back from ruin - more than once - before being completed. This one really put me through my paces.
“She was a Storm, I Held on Tight.
Limited edition prints available HERE.
It’s been raining in San Diego for weeks.
January’s almost gone and this is the first bit of art I’ve done yet in 2019. Adult responsibilities… goooo away. Anyway, you can find prints of this in my online shop. Hopefully I’ll have time to lock myself away in my studio soon and finish/start a few paintings. Here’s to hoping!
& this is only the beginning. If this is the first you’re hearing about my current project, I’ll catch you up in just a few words:
I’m writing my second book (read more in my previous post here) and I just spent the last month and a half illustrating a full scene just about every day in conjunction with the inktober challenge. It was absolutely brutal. Creating a work of art each day is tough enough, but I was doing it within the tight bounds of a story I was writing as I went along. I can’t remember the last time I did a project of such intensity in terms of time constraint and it being coupled with writing a book along side. I pushed myself as hard as I could (and slept very little while pacing holes in my floors).
So yeah. I have about a third of the book plotted and over 30 illustrations done. It’s yet going to take a lot more work to get this book finished but I’m really excited for the challenge. If you want to see all the illustrations I did this year (and a few from last year), click the images below. &, if you want to read the beginning of my story, join my mailing list and I’ll send along the password to the secret page on my website. But for now, I need about a week long nap. (If only, on to the holiday commissions!)
If there’s one thing I love doing with my art, either on a micro scale within one single painting, or on a larger scale with a series - it’s storytelling. I don’t want my art to be something taken at face value, and so I’m really, really excited about my latest project that will culminate in my second book (First book? You say - click here). I detailed a little bit about it in my previous post (you can read it here), I’ve built up over 20 illustrations so far (check them out here), and I’m busy building out the written story itself. It’s taking shape organically as I create the pieces that inform the story, and the written story is inspiring new illustrations. It’s a super rewarding process, regardless of outcome - though I’m working hard to make the end result deeply interesting, and a book worth reading as well as collecting.
Although a lot of the work I’m doing on the art end of this has been digital (as I decided to work within the Inktober format, and to push out a full illustration a day is rough enough on its own, doing it traditionally would have been near impossible to keep up with for this project), I am going to be pulling ideas out of my digital work and creating hand drawn pieces as well as hand cut, hand pressed limited edition prints. These will be available as I go through the process of putting this all together. I’m thinking giveaways and/or a kickstarter? Those details are still a ways off, but they’re in my mind, and if you’d like to not miss anything, please join my mailing list (that form just off to the right) and keep up with my Dark Mysteries.
Click this image to go to my Dark Mysteries page here on my site and view many of the illustrations that will be used for the book.
For once! I’m prepping and ready for inktober this year. If you’ve never heard of inktober, click here. Essentially it’s an exercise artists can participate in to challenge and push their skills in inking and design. I absolutely love it as I work in a fully black and white format and it informs my choices and spurs growth in my style very quickly. It’s also insanely exhausting. Last year I burned out (and my marker quit) after about eight days. One reason for this is that I work within the tight bounds of a very specific theme. It’s a darkly magical, Faustian, mysterious theme. It’s a flip side of my personality and interests, and one I can only fully delve into in such intensity for so long. The month long format of inktober is a perfect frame of time, but still not one I’ve ever successfully completed. This year I’m working not only to complete the 31 days but to push the complexity of my narrative, line work and composition, something I’m able to do thanks to the outrageously amazing app Procreate. Working digitally this year will allow me to experiment more freely without losing years of my life by - quite literally - going back to the drawing board when working out compositions. As a sneak peek teaser here are the first two pieces I’ve completed ahead of the start of the inktober challenge, and if you’d like to see more of this narrative you can click here to go to my Dark Mysteries gallery. If you want to follow along, each day of October I’ll be posting one of these to my Instagram & Steller pages. There I’ll also be posting time lapse videos of these pieces so you can see how they came together, which I think is a pretty awesome aspect of working digitally, as well as background details about pieces that unlock more of the symbolism. There’s more than meets the eye in a lot of these. Hope to see you there!
Apothecary’s Darling. 2018, digital
Be Wary What You’ll Find. 2018, digital